5.5.06

I've died.
In oh so many ways,
Yet I live today.

You've killed my soul,
you've killed me too,
You, You, You,

Such a bitch,
such a wore,
such a unexplaineble thing...

You never did die in me
as I am dead inside you.

killed
cripled
maimed
open,
inside out..

"Pisaste-me a carcaça,
não satisfeita com a desgraça"

I allowed you to live
and this is how you made me exist?

I don't live,
I survive!
I don't breathe,
air comes in to my lungs for pure inertia..

I still seek
for another moment
like those we had.
I know I will not find them,
for they are lost forever more..

"Pisaste-me a carcaça,
não satisfeita com a desgraça"

I know I deserved you not,
I know the fault was mine,
I know the future will hurt,
I know I've found peace,
yet peace is not peacefull,
anymore..